GAH!!!! I am not sure what I feel. I kinda feel like I always wished I could feel-happy like I as two drinks into a good evening with friends-but without the drinks. Things feel more 3-D. More alive. More real. I feel REALLY good and in the last few days some REALLY good things have opened up in my life.
Is this what they mean by pink cloud? Can’t I just feel good? It is NOT like I am feeling like drinking again (well-feeling it for sure-doing it? NOPE!) I just want to feel happy. I am just going to feel happy.
Okay-that is it. Feeling good and NOT going to feel guilty about feeling good.
I am scared.
Daring Truth 